Feeling kinda tired lately..working..etc...
hahax...
having a busy life is good.
Sooner or lately...i will be choosing my poly course.
Having some course in mind...
hoping that god can show me a way of where to go.
hahax...
i tink that the end of it.
May god bless.

I feel so irritated.
Why in the world does people stand on his side?
Whatever shit he says, they always believe...they always listen to him.
THAN WHO WILL LISTEN TO ME???!!!

I hate them...if tmr i go to his relative house...and if the stuff i heard irritate me..
i guess i will give them a showdown.
I will speak what i feel and dun care what people think of me.
As long i feel it is right, i will earn my point.
I dun mind if the relationship between me and them are broken.
Anyway, they always on his side.

Therefore, i will speak for myself and will not hold back!!!!
This will tell them who am i.!!!!

Today...still at my aunty house...
hahax...stay for too long le...
but nevermind...today gg home le...
i will miss the time when i was with them all..

hoping we will be more close with each other when i meet again..
thx.. and happy CNY...
hahax..

1 day before CNY's eve.

Today..staying at my aunty's house.
but no matter what..during CNY for this year..it feel rather lonely for me.
No matter who company me..i still lonely.

Today...i had a weird dream..
dreaming one of the intership student is falling for me.
In my dream, i know it is impossible though..
but i feel happy. Dun noe why..

But when i wake up..and now i think of it...
i laugh...
for now...i think...it still impossible..
as he had a perfect with his relationship..
i guess even himself wants to stay the way it was for now.
He doesnt wan to change anything...
therefore, i will give him my blessing here... ^^

And for now...
tmr happy CNY eve...^^

Chinese New year's eve, eve, eve.

Today, a boring and tiring day for me.
Feeling so tired and sick.
My ear somehow have a lump and suspect an ear infection.
Just..soooo sian...hate it..but i just hope it is a pimple instead.

Tomrrow will be a happy day cause is 2 days before new yea's eve.
But some of my senior say most likely no half day.
but i am looking forward for the half day, cause which means i can sleep and rest.
hOPEFULLY, tmr do have a half day.^^

and hope my ear is just a small problem.