Saturday, December 7, 2013
I had been wanted to use this blog to typed off my unhappiness towards my life but it have been quite less actually, so i guess this might be one of the good news out of so many bad news.
I know i kept on sort of comparing life with some other of my friend just to have a topic to talk about, but i also know that i have been talking the same thing over and over again like an old old lady. haha, guess soo maybe someone will called me "gandma" hahaha
Life in school have been quite busy especially with all those 'overloading' project, but some of those project, i have just been a 'free rider'. But i am ok with it, even if i am being 'marked down'.
I also have been watching some of those 'weird people' in school doing some 'weird stuff' like attention seeking etc. To me, i have been quite tired to see those things especially those attention seeking people, it guess make me feel so like ignoring them. But hardly...
Soon, after a few days, it will be my exam...and i still haven't really bother much. Just so lazy to think about it, but i have read through some notes though.
Ok! so soon will e my short holiday for Christmas...i wonder till tat time will i still able to remember this blog or had to wait a few more month to it? haha...so long!!
Wednesday, August 21, 2013
Happy chinese 7th month.
I know i was like abandon this poor little blog at a side for a very very long time. But is just that, i always forget about it. Haiz...now that i am older den before, i just feel kinda a lonely. :(
Lately, this pass few days, my house always have grasshopper. I dun noe is it my mum or just a ordinary grasshopper which brings luck, but tgis grasshopper is kinda big, and i just assume it was my mum as now is our chinese 7th month. It came ever since my birthday. And i was like talking to it for days...haha. i know i must be crazy! But if it was my mum, it must be a good talk den...haha.
I kinda feel bad for not making offering to my mum due to my laziness and my gultiness. I know i am bad, but i really have no face to go see my mum, and i noe is just an excuse but to me, i really feel ashame of myself.
But nevertheless, if the grasshopper is my mum, i really hope i can see her everyday even in my dreams. I dun care if i get confuse in dreams or reality, i just wanted to see my mum, that all. :)
Tuesday, June 18, 2013
I found out that my blog is always full of complains.
Complains of people who i cant stand, complain about my life and more.
I just it is kinda boring but to me, it is a place for me to let out my feeling.
It is a place, where i can keep things secret? Or not!! Haha
At least, my friends wont be able to find out either from facebook, or twitter.
Although i know i am very bad, to talk bad things at people's back, buti rather things left unknown than having a bad relationship.
Or maybe, i just scared to be alone...that all.
Haha, but no matter what, i will always look forward to life, even though, to me it is kinda meaningless.
Saturday, June 15, 2013
Last weekend trip at genting is totally a disaster!
I cant believe i was with them and enduring their stupid additude.
I guess i shouldnt be so considerate that i will be ruin the trip as they had ruin mine.
First day, they said meet at 6/6.30. I wake up without sleeping much, and stay at serangoon at the bus stop at 5.50. And yet, they late, so ended up i stupidly waited at the bus stop from 6.00 am to around 7.00am. Waited for around an hour or so, feel dam irritated by the latness and yet the stupid gal, gave the stupid attitude.
This is still alright, 4 middle size ppl was squeezing at the back of 5 siter car and it so cramp that i cant even sleep or eat. It took an 8hr trip to genting and it is dam freaking long. Was wondering how the driver drive want. So reached at genting around 3+.
was tired instead of hungry, feel like resting more den doing things but the stupid organiser didnt let us rest and went on eating and doing other activity which i am seriously not interested. So typically, i was being forced to do all those activity which i am not interested.
So dinner time, i am hungry but one of them dun feel like eating, so the stupid organizer say one dun eat and all dun eat. So ended up, had myself a pathatic starbuck and bread as dinner. Totally straving to hell.
Back to the hotel room, see the stupid face of the organizer feel like dam slapping her sia, so demanding that i feel like using a knife to kill her. Just put some stuff on the bed and i didnt know she was sleeping soon, so i do my stuff. And she freaking demanding!! Asking me to pack my stuff, but i am doing my stuff halfway so i asked her to wait...but she demand say now! At that moment feel like killing her sia.
So i am dam irritated by her stupid attitude, so i went out to walk a while. And to think of it, they said they booked a deluxe room and we paid 124rm for it, but wben we reached, it us just an ordinary srandard room which cayse only 55rm even at peak hour. Feel so cheated sia and we had to 4 people squeeze in the single size bed. Went back to hotel at 3am +...after bathing plainning to sleep.
My friend keep waking me up just to cimplain to me my other friend snooring. I was sleeping half way and keep getting disturb, so ended up i didnt even sleep while my friends are asleep. I was pathatically sleep at the dressing table while it is full with stuff. Oh ya!! When i was refilling water, there is no place to put the water as the dressing table was packed with things, so i put at the small table where it is beside the organizer, just telling her and she scold me: "why put here sia, cannot put other place ar?" I was freaking irritated, i told her that there wad no place to put expect there. And she was like dam happy and gave me attitude again.
The next tiring day where i still haven get my sleep yet. Was waiting for everyone to wake up so tat i can get some sleep. Since the organizer said that we had to wake up at 7am where they dun even set alarm, so ended up 8+ they are still asleep. So finally i get some sleep. I told them i am nit going to the theme park as i am deadly tired. But they keep on naggy at my ears where i am already deadly tired. So i ended nodded just to get peace.
So finally getted some sleep. Was sleeping so peacefully till 12pm+ wbere the horror stared. I was sleeping peacefully and out of sudden, i was being drag out and forced to wake up. I was dam irritated and i dun feel like waking up. I told them i was tired but they keep drag and disturb me, especially the organizer, giving me the mother like tone. For goodness sake, my mum was even better at waking me up, hearing the organizer waking me up, feel like pouring acid over her stupid mouth sia.
So once again, i was being forced to do something i dun like.
And i didnt had to eat breakfast due to them making me no appitite.
Same to dinner, they doing the same. Seriously my worst trip ever!!
When going back home, it just they same old story.
I swear!! This is the last time i will even go out with them, especially the organizer. She is a cheater, an idoit and i will never ever want to go to genting with her. Her organizing sucks like hell and no one is statisfied with her stupid planning at all. If i even go genting with them, i am sure i will be a better planner den her.
Friday, May 10, 2013
Ok!! I am already use to it!!
Used to being alone, abandon and many more.
Just get used to it, and forget about it!!
And start a new everyday.
Dont even bother to think much!!
you can do it gal"! U sure can!! ^^