Happy chinese 7th month.
I know i was like abandon this poor little blog at a side for a very very long time. But is just that, i always forget about it. Haiz...now that i am older den before, i just feel kinda a lonely. :(
Lately, this pass few days, my house always have grasshopper. I dun noe is it my mum or just a ordinary grasshopper which brings luck, but tgis grasshopper is kinda big, and i just assume it was my mum as now is our chinese 7th month. It came ever since my birthday. And i was like talking to it for days...haha. i know i must be crazy! But if it was my mum, it must be a good talk den...haha.
I kinda feel bad for not making offering to my mum due to my laziness and my gultiness. I know i am bad, but i really have no face to go see my mum, and i noe is just an excuse but to me, i really feel ashame of myself.
But nevertheless, if the grasshopper is my mum, i really hope i can see her everyday even in my dreams. I dun care if i get confuse in dreams or reality, i just wanted to see my mum, that all. :)
