Nothing to do lately, expect there is a lot of test, project, presentationand quiz and more.
Too much that i dun even have time to play game...have lesser time to sleep as i dont know why i sometime cant really sleep.
As all my test, quiz etc has come all in one, even Chinese new year, cny, is coming all in one...hahaha.
Confirm had a busyday lately.
So ya...gg on to my busy routine...
Today, had been raining since morning 1am till now, the rain still not stopping yet.
It have been such a cold day, too cold to say a thing.
Is a very good day for us to sleep and slack at home, and yet...i had to go school for project.
But, i like to go school for project...cause it is very quiet. You can feel the peace atmosphere in school durinv sat and sun.
Hoping i wont be late for the project, hope i was be able to reach school.in time.
Today, 1st of January of 2013, and we all humans survived the world end.
Doing nothing much, had spend my time at my friend house and playing games all day long. Although still had some homework not yet done, but, who cares!!
First day of 2013, my best gift ever is to get sick. Had been sneezing all day long and perhaps had a fever. What can be the new year be worst?
But still, i am glad i survived world end, as there are things which i yet to do.
And if the world do end, it will stoll be good too. As i can finally esxape from my reality.
Such a confusing feeling i had before the new year and after.
But anyway, happy new year of 2013.
May everyone i know, stay happy and healthy. :)
Today, as usual, i am always slacking and doing nothing. Although, i did some work for my tourism field trip project, but there are still tourism presentation slides and BNF calculations which i haven done yet.
But, shall do.soon, on this saturday.
Focusing on watching my anime, i always have a thought of going to that world, the world of anime. There are people wish to go there too, but i guess some people think that this is just stupid, as it may not exist.
To me, i feel that anime's world do exist. Maybe, one day, i may even have a chance to go to the world where i wanted to go. The world, where all the anime characters i like exist, and accept me.
I always think that the world are rejecting me, i not belong to this world. As i dont really like to blend with people. I rather stay alone than hanging out with people. Maybe, i am born to be a loner. Or maybe, is just me and my attitude.
It seems to me that i couldnt fit in no matter where i go.(despite the size -.-)
I mean in communication. Its not that i not good in talking, it just that, it is hard to communicate with anyone. I tried to take in the interest whuch other people like, but i still cant fit into the crowd.
People are always getting further and further aways from me. Whatever i speak or they speak, it soons to become an alien language to me.
And i am not those people who are talented. I am those type of people, who totally have no talent and couldnt fit in the crowd.
Whatever i do, it seem hard for me to move forward. While i am always wanted to take my second steps after a first steps is made, people have already made to their ten steps or more.
I understand that people who stay behind are always out-dated. I guess, i maybe one of the out-dated people. But even i am in this "slow" group, i am still rejected by the world.
I cant say that the god dont love me, cause if god really dont love me, i will have things that i currently have. I appreciate what god have given me. Is just me, that made tge world rehect me.
I.dont know what can i do to let the world accept me.
A person whi have no goals, no talent, what can they do? Eventually, people like me, will be out of this world.
Therefore, if possible, i hope that i can forever stay in my dreams, my world. Where i can have all my fun, all my rest, and where i can escape from all the problems.
A person, who wanted to escape from reality, like me, cant possibly do any good. So why just cant i go to the place where i always wanted to go?
211212 is finally gone and we humans, are still alive.
And today, 221212, i wonder how many people really care if we are dead or alive?
To me, i dont really mind if i am dead. Since in this world, people treat me like particles, and i dont really like to communicate with humans either. So if the world dont end, why cant let me die too?
Since there is nothing for me to do in this world, there is nothing for me to go on in this world, so, what is my purpose for living in this world?
It quite a nonsense if i said there is nothing to motivate me to go on.
But ya, there is nothing for me to go on. And what will be my purpose to live in this world? Nothing, i guess.
So ya...grats that the world didnt end. And sad for me to live in this world, where i not sure what i can really do.
