Stress's kill.

Today, will be known as the stressful day.

As people surround me are stressful with their studies. I didn't say that studies is not important. But, stress yourself and bury yourself to study while you should relax and enjoying yourself. What the point of making yourself so stress?

I can say that my friends are all smart in their own ways, but some are just too scared and ended up, stress themselves. Actually, i cant say them in this way as they are all smart than me. However, i cant sit back and relax while watching my friends sinking to the bottom of the sea. I cant fo anything either, other than encourage them.

For me, i am just too lazy to study. Too lazy to get myself to "swim" inside the book of worms.
Too lazy to do this, and that. So lazy, that i am hopeless.

I feel that everyone are unique in their own ways.
No one is perfect. We cant possibly forcing ourselves into study while we keep on missing all the good moment we suspose to have.
We live to enjoy lifes, not recieving torture.

Hoping that one day they can understand that studies is important, but stressing yourself in studying and not knowing how to let go will be your big problem.

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Weird day.

Today, it was kinda weird for me.

Around 8pm+ while coming back from.ntuc, suddenly i feel the road is slanted, i was walking at tge very side till i can hardly balance. I not sure what have happen. I never been soo dizzy before.

So soon, i slowly think about it. There are people, kids and dogs over there, cant be possibly that i feel the place slanted when no one feel a thing. So i guess, is it like 'paranormal activity' going on, as there have a funeral near by.

I never feel this before, thos is probably my first time this tjing happening to me. Me and my friend both feel the same thing as well.

Hoping i wasnt thinking too much, if tmr same thing happening to me again, i guess maybe is really paranormal activity going on near by. If not, just hope none of tjis will happen again. As this really frighten me out.

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A day where i always feel happy.

This week, is a test week. Wed have test for csas, test for bmic lab, test for food chemistry, and lastly test for bimc.

Test was never easy to me. And no one will ever like test. We study for the sake of study. Nothing force us to do so, but we just did it.

Didnt really study for this few testes, but i only read through. I guess i had really need to start studying, like making notes.

Most of all, i really wish i will not need to study. Is not i hate studying or what, i just hated test. Test is the most annoying things human had ever created.

I understand test are given to see how much you understand. But, using test to determine your work, your future. It just rediculous.

Many people have different in learning. Especially for people in food science, theory are important, but lab are the most important. If you exceel your theory but not your practical, isnt your work in future might be in danger too?
For me, i am good in practical. I may not be the best, but i somehow can exceel in practical compared to theory. And if poly judge by using mostly theory, that may not be fair to people who are good in practical and bad at theory.
I know whatever i said is just an excuse, but why cant the world and people make life easier? Maybe if life easier, less people getting depression, less people being unhappy being stress. And singapore's kid may not be a stress kid and kiasu people if life is somehow a bit easier.

They say singaporean kid dont know how to enjoy life etc. But is the environment which drives our parent to being kiasu and force the kids nowadays, being kiasu too. And result, less childhood memory.

Sometimes, i really wish i was in a few century back, where life is not as competitive as now. And also very simple compared to now.

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So lazy.

Feeling kinda lazy this few days.
Having test soon yet i simply read through some notes without memorising anything of it.

Will pass my test a not, had to depend my luck?

Even though, i know that if i stop studying, i wont get a good result at the end of semester. But somehow, i just too lazy to care all this.

Laziness can kill someones future. Due to my laziness, it might kill my future too. But reading some of the notes is better than totally ignore the paper right?
Hoping the following test is somehow easy.

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Life goes on, by the way you think.

In the past, i always feel that life is unfair. Why people have this when i don't have? *blah blah blah*
I always never realize that i am very fortunate, but now, i do.

When i was young, i was the youngest in the family. Compared to my relatives, i am the youngest, as i have no siblings. Everyone dotes me a lot. They may not give me what i want, but they gave me loves and care, where i feel i will want to have my life with them again in my next life. That is what i think when i was young, where this is my start of my life. Where i really do like my parents, family and my life.

As i grow older, things started to change. Things around me had started to reject me whenever i find something that i want. Is either no money or things i want is always not a need for me. But i don't understand that yet, at that time. But still, i never change the fact that i like my parents, even though, i stated to feel life is kinda unfair. As friends surround me always show me the thing they have, and i always get tempted. Cause of this, i always want the thing which people have,

As for now, what i always dream of is gone. Life to me is still unfair, cause the one i love, i thought will always be with me, is gone. I guess this is god who gave me the punishment, punishment for always take things for granted. But still life have to go on. Now, i will still want to have things that other people have, but i have much lesser thoughts compared to the past. Although now, i still feel life is unfair, as i have lost the people who i love. But that is the way i think.

If i compared my life with other people, i still have a more fortunate life compared to them.
For now, i don't really wish i am a wealthy person, but i want to be a person who have health and a normal wealth to pursue the things i want.

Life is never easy for everyone. But the way you think, changes the life you have.