why cant some ppl understand?

It been sometimes for my this holiday. Had been at home doing nothing basically. However, lately,  had go out with friends, playing badminton(only starting for a day). It seems other than that, i have been doing nothing!!

Wanted to go overseas, like genting, eveb though i have been there till about "100% cooked" but i still enjoy the cool weather. And also the food!!

Haha...basically, i have a food lover, but had to cut down on it...so it is kinda sad.

March this year, is a money spending month. So many of mybfriends birthday, and had to kill all my saving to buy present. Money had been from full to half full till it just left abit. Haiz, and this holiday i am just too lazy to work. Therefore, had to cut down on food.

Haiz, but i am happy though. At least i am not really depending on anyone except my parent. So ya, so this holiday, haf to save money instead of spending.

When i was bored, i saw my friend tweet, it kinda irritating. To her, it seems that she is the world's most pathetic person, and keep say like world is unfair to her, hope to have this and that.
Not that i dont like, but too tired to see all this nonsense.

I dont care what things happen to her which made her think that the world is unfair, but no matter how the world is unfair, life still go on!! If she dont like her life, so be it!! She doesnt need to comment and made people feel that she is very poor thing.

Just hoping that one day, she could understand that, no matter how unfair the world treated her, she cant have the mindset that the world is against her. Cause she is the one who is against herself most of the time.

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Differences between everyone

This year will be my 21st in my life. Although, my day is still far away from me but it just some mix feeling after seeing my friend celebrating her 21st.

When i look at her 21st birthday, i knew we 2 are different. She had her loving parent and nice family members celebrating for her birthday at a resturant and all her wonderful friends that she remembered. Of course, i am not one of them. But no matter what, i am happy for her.

After seeing this, i was wondering who will be celebrating my birthday and what are we going to do to celebrate. For me, i dun really looking forward to it.

To me, turning 21 is just telling you, you are one year older, and you can legally gamble in casino. That all. But it still feels cool if many many people celebrating my birthday.

Although this may not come true, but i noe sone of my friend will celebrate my birthday. Maybe, not as good as what my friend family do for her, but i am sure, it may be a memorable one.

Looking forward to my birthday and shall set a gift that i want for myself.

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Again...doing nothing most of the time.

Today, having dental appointment. After that, went to my friend house to study.
Doing nothing much, just read through the notes. But it like as if i am doing nothing cause none of it went into my brain.

I guess i really need to buck up and study. Shall do my best again for tomorrow!!

Exam coming!! And i have been doing nth!!

Exam is coming and yet, i haven study yet!!! Omg!!
Anyway..happy valentine's day.^^
Ok!! 4 days of slacking and i shall start my studying misery...after my precious sleep of course!!

Have been doing really nothing past few days, though the bell of my exam alarm is ringing, but i have been snoozing it till now. I have make an effort to study!! Had to pass my first year and proceed to the second, and slowly, pass my years and days in poly.

So i nave 3 subject to study, my teacher in poly really spared us a lot by giving us less chapters to study, but at the same time, more to focus. I wonder is it a route to heaven or hell?!?!?
But no matter what, i had to study starting from tomorrow. Though i am saying now, but i wonder, will i be able to study tomorrow???
Hmmm.. Even i mostly doubt so, but i will study a bit. ^^

Ok!!! So now i shall head for my beauty sleep and replenish my energy for tomorrow torture!!!

I guess, i am fortunate..

Today, my day is same as usual. Boring, always doing my SOP(Standard Operating Procedure), and yes!! my life still go on, and i still stay as a piece in the form of human.
I not sure why i keep refer to other people as human lately, as though i am not a human. But!! NO matter what, i am still a piece of human ok?!?! hahaha

Looking at people around me, like my friends, sometimes they keep saying that their life suckx, other people's life is better. They will compare their life with other people. For me, i am also one of them, in the past though. I am always acing like i am the world most tragic people in the world, never thought of there are people who have more tragic life than me and yet, they have a positive mindset towards life.

If i really compared those people, who lost their parents at young age, those who had all the uncured disease with them since they are born, those who had a poorer life and those people, in Africa, who wanted food so badly and yet, we keep treating those what we had for granted. Compared to them, i am proudly to said that i am fortunate than them. ( I am sorry to use this people as an example. )
In the past, i always take things for granted. When i didnt get anything which i want from my parent, i always thought that they dont love me. When i get scolded by my parent, i always thought that i had a bad life. However, if now i think back, and i had today's mature mindset. I will never take things for granted.

When i look at my friends, it just reminded me of my past self. Same mindset, same feeling, alomst everything is the same when they complain their life.

But now, i am proudly to say that i like my life no matter how boring it is. And i guess i am love by god too.
Even though, i already lost one of my parent, but i gain more than i lost. Had people who love me, dotes me, care for me. Although, things might not be the same anymore, but thinking of what i have now, i am truely lucky. Maybe i am a type of person who are quite clumsy and navie, that why the god love me by putting all those people who love me, by my side. I guess this is why, sometimes, i feel that my luck is good too. :)
Although, i am not lucky in gamble, but i am lucky in a lot of things which god gives me. Therefore, i am happy for what i have, even though sometimes, i still expect more.

I hope people around knows that they are fortunate no matter what, but maybe not as fortunate as me though. :) So, lets live our life too the fullest and never had those regret in future. ^^