Today, having dental appointment. After that, went to my friend house to study.
Doing nothing much, just read through the notes. But it like as if i am doing nothing cause none of it went into my brain.
I guess i really need to buck up and study. Shall do my best again for tomorrow!!
Thursday, February 14, 2013
Exam coming!! And i have been doing nth!!
Exam is coming and yet, i haven study yet!!! Omg!!
Anyway..happy valentine's day.^^
Ok!! 4 days of slacking and i shall start my studying misery...after my precious sleep of course!!
Have been doing really nothing past few days, though the bell of my exam alarm is ringing, but i have been snoozing it till now. I have make an effort to study!! Had to pass my first year and proceed to the second, and slowly, pass my years and days in poly.
So i nave 3 subject to study, my teacher in poly really spared us a lot by giving us less chapters to study, but at the same time, more to focus. I wonder is it a route to heaven or hell?!?!?
But no matter what, i had to study starting from tomorrow. Though i am saying now, but i wonder, will i be able to study tomorrow???
Hmmm.. Even i mostly doubt so, but i will study a bit. ^^
Ok!!! So now i shall head for my beauty sleep and replenish my energy for tomorrow torture!!!
Anyway..happy valentine's day.^^
Ok!! 4 days of slacking and i shall start my studying misery...after my precious sleep of course!!
Have been doing really nothing past few days, though the bell of my exam alarm is ringing, but i have been snoozing it till now. I have make an effort to study!! Had to pass my first year and proceed to the second, and slowly, pass my years and days in poly.
So i nave 3 subject to study, my teacher in poly really spared us a lot by giving us less chapters to study, but at the same time, more to focus. I wonder is it a route to heaven or hell?!?!?
But no matter what, i had to study starting from tomorrow. Though i am saying now, but i wonder, will i be able to study tomorrow???
Hmmm.. Even i mostly doubt so, but i will study a bit. ^^
Ok!!! So now i shall head for my beauty sleep and replenish my energy for tomorrow torture!!!
Tuesday, February 5, 2013
I guess, i am fortunate..
Today, my day is same as usual. Boring, always doing my SOP(Standard Operating Procedure), and yes!! my life still go on, and i still stay as a piece in the form of human.
I not sure why i keep refer to other people as human lately, as though i am not a human. But!! NO matter what, i am still a piece of human ok?!?! hahaha
Looking at people around me, like my friends, sometimes they keep saying that their life suckx, other people's life is better. They will compare their life with other people. For me, i am also one of them, in the past though. I am always acing like i am the world most tragic people in the world, never thought of there are people who have more tragic life than me and yet, they have a positive mindset towards life.
If i really compared those people, who lost their parents at young age, those who had all the uncured disease with them since they are born, those who had a poorer life and those people, in Africa, who wanted food so badly and yet, we keep treating those what we had for granted. Compared to them, i am proudly to said that i am fortunate than them. ( I am sorry to use this people as an example. )
In the past, i always take things for granted. When i didnt get anything which i want from my parent, i always thought that they dont love me. When i get scolded by my parent, i always thought that i had a bad life. However, if now i think back, and i had today's mature mindset. I will never take things for granted.
When i look at my friends, it just reminded me of my past self. Same mindset, same feeling, alomst everything is the same when they complain their life.
But now, i am proudly to say that i like my life no matter how boring it is. And i guess i am love by god too.
Even though, i already lost one of my parent, but i gain more than i lost. Had people who love me, dotes me, care for me. Although, things might not be the same anymore, but thinking of what i have now, i am truely lucky. Maybe i am a type of person who are quite clumsy and navie, that why the god love me by putting all those people who love me, by my side. I guess this is why, sometimes, i feel that my luck is good too. :)
Although, i am not lucky in gamble, but i am lucky in a lot of things which god gives me. Therefore, i am happy for what i have, even though sometimes, i still expect more.
I hope people around knows that they are fortunate no matter what, but maybe not as fortunate as me though. :) So, lets live our life too the fullest and never had those regret in future. ^^
I not sure why i keep refer to other people as human lately, as though i am not a human. But!! NO matter what, i am still a piece of human ok?!?! hahaha
Looking at people around me, like my friends, sometimes they keep saying that their life suckx, other people's life is better. They will compare their life with other people. For me, i am also one of them, in the past though. I am always acing like i am the world most tragic people in the world, never thought of there are people who have more tragic life than me and yet, they have a positive mindset towards life.
If i really compared those people, who lost their parents at young age, those who had all the uncured disease with them since they are born, those who had a poorer life and those people, in Africa, who wanted food so badly and yet, we keep treating those what we had for granted. Compared to them, i am proudly to said that i am fortunate than them. ( I am sorry to use this people as an example. )
In the past, i always take things for granted. When i didnt get anything which i want from my parent, i always thought that they dont love me. When i get scolded by my parent, i always thought that i had a bad life. However, if now i think back, and i had today's mature mindset. I will never take things for granted.
When i look at my friends, it just reminded me of my past self. Same mindset, same feeling, alomst everything is the same when they complain their life.
But now, i am proudly to say that i like my life no matter how boring it is. And i guess i am love by god too.
Even though, i already lost one of my parent, but i gain more than i lost. Had people who love me, dotes me, care for me. Although, things might not be the same anymore, but thinking of what i have now, i am truely lucky. Maybe i am a type of person who are quite clumsy and navie, that why the god love me by putting all those people who love me, by my side. I guess this is why, sometimes, i feel that my luck is good too. :)
Although, i am not lucky in gamble, but i am lucky in a lot of things which god gives me. Therefore, i am happy for what i have, even though sometimes, i still expect more.
I hope people around knows that they are fortunate no matter what, but maybe not as fortunate as me though. :) So, lets live our life too the fullest and never had those regret in future. ^^
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